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Interests: I love sitting and thinking while i drink some bevarage with friends and talk about life,God,music,Apple Computers,random things, warcraft and the arts. I love almost every form of art. I love to write, in fact i don't know what i would do without writing. I love poetry and if you ask me on tuesday or thursday i might consider myself to be a poet. I think one of my favorite things to do is sit in a cafe and read. Lets see at the moment I feel a connection between myself and the characte of "Life Aquatic" Steve Zissou. Don't ask me why you would have to know me. And as much as I love solitude I couldn't live without community, i guess i feel the opposite of charlie brown's qoute "i love humanity it's people i can't stand." For me it is "i love people it's humanity i can't stand." Ask me why.
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Member Since:
9/10/2005
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| Hello my faithful following.
Well lets see, it's about half past 11 at night, and i am typing a new entry. Hmmm.... maybe i should go to bed. But than again i will sleep all day tomorrow.
I should let all of you know who check this thing that i will be in Cork for the weekend. Yes once again Mikael and I have thought that the best way to spend a long weekend would be to go to Cork this year. For those of you who don't know where that is, lets just say it might be home to one of the most amazing Michael Bolton look alikes in all of ireland. With that being said, if you e-mail me i wont reply until monday or so.
All right as far as that i am to tired to type about my life, so i will when i get back from Cork. Is anybody jealous yet? But i am looking forward to a few days of having nothing to do.
Last note, Vicky if you are reading this i adore you, yes i think your fab. It will be a good day when i can sit and laugh with you again.
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| All right its Saturday night, I am a wee bit sick, and sitting in a room full of woman about to watch "much ado about nothing". We will see if I will make it through it, all though my room is calling my name to come and spend time with it. My room has an extremely jealous streak. But maybe I will hold out for awhile longer to make it miss me more because absence makes the heart grow fonder. And we will spend the night together anyways.
Enough about silly things. geez you would think i was bored or something. Really it has been an a chill day. Just sitting around and resting. Which is what I need, considering my nose feels about 4 times the normal size. But hopefully I will start feeling better tomorrow, at least I hope I do. Mostly because I would like to go to church.
Well this last week of lectures was really good. The week was on worship, and it amazes me how many times I can be taught on it and I still get it wrong. But I am looking forward to this next week. It is on the Holy Spirit. Which is good, and the man teaching it is possibly one of the best teachers on it. Not overly charismatic, but not legalistic either. And the way he presents it is amazing, out of a place of humility, and yet confidence and authority. And He has a way of presenting the Holy Spirit in a real way that makes extremist of both sides come to a place of understanding.
Outside that I have really enjoyed this school so far. I know it is only the end of the second week of lectures, but I feel good about all of them. All though I do know that the way I see them will change as the school goes on longer.
Okay so its late and all I have left in me to write is mindless rambling. Which even I would not like to read. So I will say goodnight and talk to this underground later. Maybe I would call you something else, but it makes me feel cool but not popular to say I have an underground following. If anyone has any good names to call it let me know.
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| So I My week has been filled with sleepless nights, early mornings and long days. But than again maybe i should just go to bed early. Don't Know maybe. Maybe not.
All right, so i forsee a dead weekend, my best friend is sick in bed, my "little" sister is off to france and Then there is this crazy girl that has just left, so most of anyone who i would want to hang out with will be non-accessible for this weekend. Well maybe i will just sleep through it. If only i could.
Okay i think i might go to bed and read the bible or something, or maybe just read something for a little bit
night everyone
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| Its after lunch and i am sitting in the staff lounge waitng for coffee to be made and than i am gonna go sit in my room and think about what i will say to my outreach team for our first meeting. It should be a good team. All though i am leading the team by my lonesome, sometimes i secretly think that the world has it out for me. But than again thats just me having pity for myself. It will be good, i have a married couple, and 3 ladies. So it should be interesting. They all seem to be a good bunch of lads.
So today was my morning off and i feel like i have done nothing. All though i have sent an e-mail out and ran some errands for the base. So i guess not to much of a morning off.
Anyways I taught on Devotion last night. I think it went well. I actually think it is by far my favourite teaching i have ever given. All though i feel unworthy to give it and feeling, and knowing areas of my life that I have a lack of devotion to God. And the journey which i have been on of walking through a desert since the end of my DTS. So for about a year and a half i have sat in a place of anticipating God to show up. (and not in the ways i feel dry and disgruntled) Really i just have been at a place of saying God there is nothing you can do to make me leave. Like someone who is in love and waits at a cafe and every hour their lover calls and says they will be late. But in that place of waiting i get excited, because i feel the absence of their presence. And thats what makes fuels my motivation to sit there longer. And And the last couple weeks i feel like God has shown up and we are sitting there going over the things i have learned.
Well it is about that time for me to split so pax
oh and vicky you can be apart of my underground cult following.
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| Hello to my underground cult following. Which I think only consists of 2 women. I must be pretty special. Or at least I just need to think that at times to make me feel just a bit different from the rest of this world.
Well the DTS is coming to the end of the first week. We did all the icebreaker stuff and everybody came back from Castlewellan feeling closer and not as awkward with one another. Which is pretty much the main reason for going there.
As far as I am doing, my well being is good. A bit knackerd(that is tired for all of you who don't understand British). I have been just preparing a teaching on devotion. I am pretty confident with it. And I have been listening to some amazing hip-hop, "sage francis" by far the best rapper of all time. I think he is intelligent and poetic, not dirty. So yeah...............................time for bed and reading of a good book,"east of eden". | | |
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